“When an elder dies, a library burns to the ground." - African proverb
In life and death, we are all “perishable resources." If the above African proverb is true, then if you think about it, you and I are
a library in flames. Each of us has a message inside us that must be preserved before the fire consumes it to ash. It is a race against time - perhaps one of the few in this life that truly matters. This is why I journal, and this is why I choose to be a genealogist. Sadly, it took losing both my grandparents and watching the embers of their fires dying out before I woke up to the smell of distant fires burning. Each year we grow older, it becomes harder to recall the singed memories that came before it. Forget mentioning the onset of dementia and Alzheimer's, an all-too-familiar assassin in my family tree... Much can still be lost to time well before then. The image of a library burning invokes a tragic loss of history never to be seen or felt again. Certainly, the ancient burning of the Great Library (also called Museum) of Alexandria was a tragedy whose ripples are still felt by today's historians and scholars. Likewise, many U.S. genealogists have experienced frustrating research gaps due to the loss of the 1890 Census in the 1921 Commerce Building fire.
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So this is a call to preserve and pass down. The good, the bad, and the ugly. As parents and teachers, certainly, the goal is to pass down and instill the
good. But you
don't filter the bad, because hard lessons are learned there as well that may save the next generation from making the same mistakes themselves. We don't learn from our past history by burying, burning, or tearing it down, but by studying it and resolving to change our current and future generation. It then becomes part of our
testimony. It saddens me to see the many monuments to history and school textbooks that have been altered, removed, or destroyed in the name of censorship, political correctness, or religion, whether it be the Nazi book burnings in 1930s Germany and Austria, the many ancient cultural sites destroyed by ISIS in the Middle East, or Founding Fathers and Civil War history censored or torn down in 21st Century America.
In the digital age, I often ponder the future fate of libraries. With everything accessible online, things are certainly more portable and lightweight to carry, but in my opinion not quite the same. I treasure the memories of Saturday morning family trips to the library, library time in elementary school, Scholastic Book Fairs, Pizza Hut's BOOK IT! program, and Reading Rainbow... The dusty smell of a library book, the dim fluorescent lights, the intentional stillness and subdued noise; there's just something about picking up and reading a good book, and becoming more lost within its world at each turn of the page. City libraries are becoming a thing of the past. And what will become of us? Like the elder, when we die, a wealth of knowledge and culture will be lost. But as genealogists, we are family historians, time-traveling detectives, and guardian archivists. It is our responsibility to become a student of our family libraries while they are still here and to rediscover and rebuild them from the ashes for the others after they're gone. I can tell you from experience the former is much easier than the latter.
I can see the smoke... Can you? It's time.
What will you preserve and pass down? How? What will your legacy be?
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1. See “First in the Path of the Firemen: The Fate of the 1890 Population Census, Part 1," by K. Blake, 1996, Prologue Magazine, 28(1). https://www.archives.gov/publications/prologue/1996/spring/1890-census-1.html
I'm touched and moved by your words, Mac! As the smoke rises and the embers still are ignited, as the memory fades that someone is listening. To imagine that we ARE our the people that walked before us, in so many ways. Some don't get that!
ReplyDeleteI don't know if you know this but your Grandma Martha loved to write poetry. I didn't know how much until after she was gone and I was going thru some of her things. Sharing what's in our heart MATTERS... Geneology was a passion of hers as well.
Your Granddad Mac loved his country so fervently that he served in them to demonstrate that, just as you also have served. Thank you for that.
Your Grandfather BJ loved the Lord so passionately, that he shared his faith so elequantly from the pulpit and wrote such touching letters that comforted those whose eyes graced their pages. Could you also have that desire from him, as your faith burns in YOU?
Your Grandmother Joyce demonstrated a commitment to her husband that lived a lifetime, as you are committed to that as well.
These slices of the loved ones that went before us, can be both exhilarating and daunting as we stir thru their embers. May your adventure stand true and make them all proud as I am of you.
Thank you Pat for the kind words!
DeleteGreat post! I definitely agree that we need to pass down the ugly parts of our history as well, and not try to bury it. Someday I hope to live in a place with a spare bedroom so that I can have my own library/study/office/laboratory with wall-to-wall bookshelves, and no longer have to store any of my books in boxes. But what knowledge am I collecting from other people I know, and what knowledge will I have passed down from them or about myself?
ReplyDeleteThank you Stephen for the personal feedback and continuing the conversation. Regarding your comment on “the ugly parts too," and learning from them rather than burying them, I actually have a future genealogy post planned for that exact discussion, so stay tuned! A personal library room is also a definite dream of mine, and the obligatory leather chair, fireplace, ladder on rails, and spiral skeleton staircase would be definite bonuses. I applaud your inspiration to look into what knowledge you are carrying onward from others, and what knowledge and legacy you want to leave behind... These are important self-seeking and self-awareness questions worthy of our time to ask. #LiveTodayThinkEternal
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